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plain jane is on mtv right now but i can't watch it cause my little bro wants to watch his cartoon -.- i don't remember watching much cartoons when i was in primary 4! kids these days...just yesterday #cutforbieber was trending on twitter & i was like whutt. he doesn't even know that you girls exist lah! i mean he knows he has fans worldwide but her doesn't know each and every one personally! tsk.

today was a short day in school. 2 lectures only. change in plans yesterday night so i bought lunch otw back for mom and myself. worked on my ica questions for about an hour and a half then i went to the gym, alone. cause it's kinda annoying asking around as almost all of them will say no. so from now on, i'll exercise on my own. my friends can still join me but i'm not gonna pester them with the same texts every time. it's their life, their choices. of course it's nice to have someone but it's not the same when they are with you just for the sake of being there.

it's nothing big but i'm proud of myself to have made this decision. of course i was the only girl in the gym but hey, i know all the boys. okay, that sounded weird. i meant that most of them are of the same age and the others all younger than me. so we basically grew up together. though i don't really talk to them. i just realized that i don't talk much these days. it's not that i don't want to. it's just trust issues? idk. i miss the old me.

so, i saw him at the gym. it's like after nearly two months! as always, i couldn't even say a simple "hi". damn. i can talk easily with other boys but not him. let's see how long this will go on :/

okay, this post turned out longer than planned. time check : 0800pm. time for dinner and then back to getting my work done. got a long group meeting tmr. adios~